It’s really scary when you get attached to someone.
You spend time with them, you get to know them. You find yourself knowing their favorite color, food, movie, song. You discover their flaws and their talents.
And as time goes on, you learn more and more, absorbing every second of detail without even realizing it. Then one day, you wake up and realize how much this person actually means to you, and you love them for every strength and weakness.
They make you feel warm and secure, but most of all, they bring you happiness. And to bring happiness to someone in such a way is a strong and powerful thing. It could break a person completely.
And then, the next day ..
You found yourself feel nothing.
Nothing at all. You still love them, but the feelings aren't that strong anymore. You've tried so many times and you get bored.
Whatever that used to have before, have completely gone. You've tried to be strong but you can't. You make people fall for your smile but little they know, you smile to keep yourself from crying.
You wanted them to fight for you, but you have no strength to do that anymore, because you've done this so many times and they should know what to do by now. And tears has become your bestfriends when no one really there for you.
You wanted that feelings badly. The feelings where you used to have before. You wanted to be happy again..
.. not alone but with them.
You just totally lost.
" In a relationship, when communication starts to fade, everything else follows. "
Tuhan, mungkin saya terlalu banyak mengulang namanya di dalam benak. Maka tolonglah, jika memang bukan, mohon tunjukkan.
Amin Ya Rabb :')
* Value everything in your life before God take it back from you.